102th candies.

During this holiday, i learn a lot from the movie i had watched. Many things that i had have neglect. Because of my selfish, i never care about how's other's feeling, just care about myself. I'm afraid hurt and betray. No matter how many times or how long i taking my bath, i still feeling i'm dirty and disgusting. Yuckz...erm...em...something wrong with me?

#1 500 days of Summer.

      

Romantic movie, a woman who doesn't believe true love exists, and the young man who fall for her. 

Tom Hansen meets Summer Finn, the new assistant to his boss. Tom's friend reveals that Tom is attracted to Summer. During the next few months, Summer and Tom grow closer, despite Summer's telling Tom thta she does not believe in true love, and does not want a boyfriend.

After several months of dating. Tom gets into the fight with a man who flirts with Summer and they have their first argument. Summer and Tom end their relationship. Summer quits her job at greeting card company. Months later, as Summer and Tom attend the wedding party, they dance at the wedding. The sit next to each other on the trip home. 

Summer invited Tom to a party at her apartment. He attends the party, but leaves when he sees that Summer is wearing an engagement ring. Tom quit his job, too. He decides to be architect. And when he begin to interview, he meets a woman who applying the same job with him there, she named Autumn!

Every time break-up, it's the chance to find the next person. It's an inevitable to become an "EX"! Is it possible to be friend after break-up? Just depends on who! 

愛過的那個人，分了手的那個人，屬於過去的人；畢竟都曾屬於我生命的一部分──前度。

101th candies.

Coincidence or think too much?
Last night, i bought a cup of mango ice blended but the receipt comes out with passion fruit ice blended.
And then, my license, too. The expiry date of my motorcycle license is expired by his birthday, 5th of September. It's that a good thing for me? I don't know!
Every time when i meet him at school, i hope i could ask him "HOW ARE YOU?" or just say "HELLO" to him, but i don't know what happen to me, i just not enough courage to say that. Maybe i afraid you won't reply me anything, i afraid disappointed again.

I'm going to the counselling now. I'm having a gigantic seriously personality problem after break up. I told the counselor about our things. She told me something, and i agree with it. "LOVE" needs caring, love each other, trust, mutual respect, some freedom between each other. But i realize that we didn't done all of those when we are in the relationship. If the time could  be turned back, i hope i can treat him better, change my attitudes, but i know time won't turned back even you have a thousand reasons.

I don't know how to save our friendship! It seem there are no communication between us. I'm having a hot-temper during this few months. I'm not tantrum with you, i'm just moody, so i didn't talk with you. Sometime, i change my place because of i'm so hot at my own place, doesn't mean i dislike sit beside you. You say you won't like him, not any feeling to him, but now what going on? Last, when i get rid of my bad habits, bad temper, we just be friend, again. I don't wanna neglect your feeling, and i apology.

100th sweets.

Mountaineering competition. We seem late to the venue, so we didn't passed up the receipts for the lucky draw. I thought i could finish the 6km within 2 hours, but i couldn't. I finished it by three and half hours. EXHAUSTED! The first time i attending the mountaineering competition although i have mountaineering before but i never trying a 6km distance. During the half way, i saw the sun, what a shinny sky, i took a deep breath of the fresh air, cool and relax at the mountain.

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We never gave up! We sang, laughed and gossiped. The most awkwardness thing was we were gossip about a group of the Thais. We don't think that they knew what we were talking about. But after that, we aware of they know, they know how to speak CHINESE! Oh my god! Thus, we reached the top of the BUKIT BENDERA. I never go there. Natural scenery! We took our lunch at the food court, having a emulation between the ice kacang stall. 

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 I enjoy the competition, although i didn't get any prize but the certificate, just enough. I think i still wanna attend the mountaineer competition next year again, and train my stamina before the competition. Next : The Star Walk!