Last night, i bought a cup of mango ice blended but the receipt comes out with passion fruit ice blended.
And then, my license, too. The expiry date of my motorcycle license is expired by his birthday, 5th of September. It's that a good thing for me? I don't know!
Every time when i meet him at school, i hope i could ask him "HOW ARE YOU?" or just say "HELLO" to him, but i don't know what happen to me, i just not enough courage to say that. Maybe i afraid you won't reply me anything, i afraid disappointed again.
I'm going to the counselling now. I'm having a gigantic seriously personality problem after break up. I told the counselor about our things. She told me something, and i agree with it. "LOVE" needs caring, love each other, trust, mutual respect, some freedom between each other. But i realize that we didn't done all of those when we are in the relationship. If the time could be turned back, i hope i can treat him better, change my attitudes, but i know time won't turned back even you have a thousand reasons.
I don't know how to save our friendship! It seem there are no communication between us. I'm having a hot-temper during this few months. I'm not tantrum with you, i'm just moody, so i didn't talk with you. Sometime, i change my place because of i'm so hot at my own place, doesn't mean i dislike sit beside you. You say you won't like him, not any feeling to him, but now what going on? Last, when i get rid of my bad habits, bad temper, we just be friend, again. I don't wanna neglect your feeling, and i apology.
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