105th candies.

Just an old-photograph, the HIGHEST high heel that i never wear before! But very painful when wearing it. I hate monday, it's the end of the sunday, and need to prepare everything even the mood to study, mostly, i sure be so "steam" to school, to my class, and i will be moody, even keep my mouth shut, don't wanna talk to everyone! I doesn't mean hate you or dislike you, i just not used to it, i hate wake up early! I gonna change my attitude, because of him!

Honestly, i love him! I even can remember what you like, what you told me in the past, and some your favorite thing was be part of my life, such as the football and the fruit*mango! I don't know why i would watch football match sometime, even online checking for the latest news if i'm free. Well, now i won't take any passion fruit juice or ice blended, but the mango! Maybe those could let me feel warm, safe and you still with me although you're gone! Half a year we say 'goodbye' to each other! Why i can't just let you go easily? I'm suffer and heartache when recall out past, i couldn't forget anything! Probably i'm that bad, playful, childish, naive and bad temperament...i know we didn't match just like what you said, you live well, your social life, relationship with girl or female classmate, friends not bad what. Sometimes i will notice you in the school, facebook and even from classmates, friends. I seldom on facebook, because i afraid, i don't want see anything about you from there. I will view your pictures, wall and so on. You're too good enough, i know i should try to give up on you, there was no more hope between us, i shouldn't be stubborn anymore. Exhausted, exhausted but happy.

Thanks! Eugene Ong Hsien Tze. Treat each other as friend, no, be stranger,  the best ending for our love story! ILOVEYOUBABE!