The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

108th sweets.

HOHOHOOOO....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.

I'm officially 17 years old now. Last night, they had already celebrated my birthday at my house, this is the first time i celebrate my birthday with friends and him at my house, very excited. Never think that they would make me a lot surprises, especially the "SPONGEBOB" cake, really appreciate a lot. Besides, honestly, this also the first time my bf went to my house, so surprise it could happen on yesterday.

Last night, we swam together, i hope that the time could freeze at that moment. i really enjoy with them, although feel guilty that let him sat at there alone and play his phone, by the way, i really hope that you could swim with us, i wonder why, just feel that feel so loneliness at there alone.

Thus, they cooked in my kitchen, i'm so afraid that if  my mum comes back later, she will releases that the floor, wall of kitchen will oily, and smelly. But in the end, she do. They really waste a lot money to buy the grocery, sausages, and hot dogs. Actually i don't know how to classifying the differences. He cooking skill not bad, although he quite quiet when every times i meet him, but JH, YL them keep say that he not that quiet, don't judge the book by its cover, he very noisy in the class.

Since i met him, since form 3, every years my birthday will be that surprise. Even now he leaves me, but i got him, he really quite nice, he give every care to me, gentle and soft, he really a perfect guy like him. He will even cheer my up when i'm moody, upset, really a nice guy.

Every year, I made three wishes for myself. First, it would for my family, I wish them stay healthy. Secondly, I wish my friend could get their happiness, good luck and work hard for the SPM. Lastly, I made a wish for my own, a secret wish. Thanks, friends, family, and beloved. the best birthday ever! Memorable.







Thursday, February 28, 2013

107th sweets.

I'm in love! hehe..this cutie babe has been waiting me for so long and now his dream was comes true. ;)
Ermm...the first impression that he gave was very terrible since form 3, so i not so like him, and i feel so worst because sitting same row with him in the class, sitting next to me in physic lab. I know the first time i talked with him was at physic lab, and i told him the answer, i wonder why i will helped him on that day. 

And then we chat, we hang out, and then the some problems come...many peoples even friends doubt us, misunderstand us, his ex even came back and request for gave up on him...I'm really an idiot, i really try to give up him and let him back to her. But i never expect, he will come back to me and choose to give up his ex. 


Saturday, January 5, 2013

106th sweets.

NEW YEAR. NEW LIFE! School reopen now..i'm gonna study hard for my SPM! FIGHT for SPM!!!
I'm still need to face him at school, luckily i'm not same class with him, or not i don't know how to focus on my study, my lesson.

Well, i made some new friends, and sitting beside my friend. I'm secretary, and alot of works need to complete, and my words very very very untidy, very exhausted. Unfortunately, my best friend's ex sitting next to me in physic lab, good new or bad new? -.-

Sometimes, i will ask about him, i wanna know how are him, Hmmmm....i know he was happy, he was happier than before. I know he was single, he never start a relationship, i know he was a liar, i know why he do so, i know, i know you was a good guys, a perfect ex, maybe i just don't know how to let you feel my love, my care and so on. NEVERMIND, i hope you could find someone that you really love for, care for..HAPPINESS in future waiting for you, my EX biibii...!

I'm so glad reopen school because i can see you at school, i can know more about you.. =D