92th sweets.

Oooops! 1B exam now! Yuack! Sometimes i really damn hate examination but sometime i love it! But now, i'm glad that the exam reaching now, at least i won't think so much about he and focus on him anymore, and of course i wish i could improve my marks! Ermmm, but something worst happened on me during the Sivik exam, i didn't noticed the instruction; i wrote all my answers in the paper provided not in the space provided, the answers should be write in a, b, c, d and e but i've replaced them by 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5. -.- OMG! i full in confidence during taking the exam but now i think i will fail in this subject! Why i need care about the marks much? I never care about how much i get in the exam, i just care about how much i've learn, just enough, but now have changed.

Sometimes...people should care about the result they will get. 

Sometimes...people should try your best fight for the opportunity. 

Sometimes...people should believe in miracle. 

Sometimes...people should have a little bit change. 

Sometimes...people should learn to be independence, no one will accompany you until the ends even family and friends. 

Sometimes...people should visit library, it's a place to get more extra knowledge and you may relax yourself at there. 

Sometimes...people should know some new friends, improve social-life. 

Sometimes...people should learn to be selfish and how to protect yourself.

Sometimes...people should love and cherish yourself more than family and friends.

Sometimes...people should recall the memories in the past time and create the new one in the future.
Sometimes...people should treat yourself better than other, take a long break if you're tire.
Sometimes...people should take a travel around the world or in our own country, you will find out the best things always around us.
Sometimes...people should write our daily life in the dairy, you will giggle when you refer back.

91th sweets.

One month you have broke up with me and didn't give me any chance to continue the relationship. I’ve learned something so great during this month. I try to be mature and be myself, some guy though we still in-the-past-relationship, they don’t know what happen to us. Overall, the worst thing comes after this incident was the sadness thing to my BF. She has broken up with him, too. Sometime, when she doing something idiot in the class, I will even feel that I’m such like that idiot she be, too. But not matter how many such problem happened on us, we need to try to accept it, don’t try to change anything, because how the facts are, it was all destine, we couldn’t change the past but the future could. Sometimes, I will memories back the memory we made in the past, but all have past, I do some idiot thing that I never do after end up this relationship; changes the wallpaper- that our pictures, wear the necklace, save your message,  keep the DOMO pencil box, still hug the "BABY" and fall in sleep sometime, keep your pictures and haven't change the FACEBOOK PASSWORD!! But the fact that I couldn’t accept is you want to going after to other, I hate you how you could change the feeling, the love to me in a short time? But it’s okay; just you don’t know how to cherish me, maybe? DAMN! You’re just a LIAR! I don’t really regret to love you but to trust you!

So, Zhao Hooi just a common sample of you, both guy in this world are just liars. Whatever, both of you are just immature idiot, stubborn and neglect what other’s feeling, selfish guy, just always give us the excuse to replace the reason, how long do your guy can love a girl? 1 month? 2 months? 1 year? 2 years? True love never has endings. That you told me, but you chose to end up. But I’ve even trust this bullshit in the past, but now to me just a liar says to an idiot. Reputation important but yet aren’t everything. Why you guy can’t put don’t the reputation and choose your future by your own, not just follow the guy who just always like to build the castle in the air! Friend important in our daily life, but some of them will give the wrong direction and ruin your life; some of them are the light in the dark which will show you what the right way when you are in hardship. Choose the friend that give you benefits and leave those who will smash your life, everything.

            

90th sweets.

All gone, i groaned, frustrated. You will never come back to me anymore. Should i just give up on you easily without doing something that could let you fall in love to me one more time? I hope you could give me a chance to continue our relationship. I insist upon a definite answer from you, but i was devastated by the answer you gave me. Despite by sheer persistence, i eventually can't change his mind. So, don't be idiot anymore. Even i cry, i beg, i hope, you will never give me the answer i eager for. Don't waste my tears anymore, maybe we should end up the relationship early so that we won't so suffer for a long time. Guy, i hope you just kidding now, i hope that you will come back to me soon. Will you? Do you know you make me mad after you gone? I don't know how to release myself from the hurt, sadness. Do you know? I never think that you have leaved me, you just go for a travel or study. But I've already obsessed with the dream for around one week, it's the time wake up. You never go for a travel or study, you always at here, just you're not belong me anymore. You're freedom and release yourself from the suffer. I should accept your decision and try be optimistic, try to view everything at the difference point. MAYBE i should let you go, set you free. You could happier than together with me. I bless you, i wish that there will be a girl who love, cherish, care and tolerance with you. She might replace my place and value in your heart, i belief you will find "her" out soon. GOOD LUCK, MY DEAREST EX BII!